I know you do not like to study, but it is cold hard fact that you are stuck in this for at least half more year. There is no running away but to put in more effort to get through this. Its painful I know.

I tried to influence you, to nag you, but to no avail. I feel like giving up. But, when auntie speaks to me and place her hope in me to help you, I felt real bad. I wasn't doing my job. I had failed. I didn't know what to tell auntie... I smile...

I pains me either way. When exams draws near, as in really near, stress creeps up. Stomach pains and headaches comes. There is no smile on this bubbly face that I know. But, if I am to force you to study, the face of agony stares at each word I says...

What am I to do... I feel so sad... I think I shall leave it up to you...

I love you always, no matter what dear...


Love
ZJ
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