It will never be the same as before

It will never be the same as before... I thought that I wanted to give it a try. But you failed me... Or perhaps I have failed to take care of you all along. I grit my teeth for a while. It got a bit better. But you gave me a disapproving sign. I took things more slowly... It was better. But, I know that it will never be the same as before...

I am not blaming anyone. I just hope for an apology. I dont want to be kept in the dark...

Limp
ZJ
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A Trick for Blog Surfing

Just thought that this might be useful sometimes. When you want to watch a video on a blog but there is background midi playing... isnt it irritating? TaDA! A simple method is to find out the original source of the video and watch it direct! But that somehow is so troublesome for the blog-surfer... and it spoils all the fun of blog surfing. Well, a simple method i thought would be going to the volume control at the bottom right of the windows taskbar, shut up the MIDI/SW Synth component of the volume and max the WAV component! That solves the problem!

Cheers
ZJ
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Only One



Nice song on my playlist... Only one...

Love
ZJ
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I felt so tired yesterday. I even fell aslp on the car ride back home... on the bus ride back school... almost everywhere. After I came back, did my laundry and did my work. Occasionally dozing off a bit. But i tried to stay up. At around 10+pm, I finally could not stand it and went to sleep. Kinda sad. Thought that I would get to see her...

Woke up by my rining tone this morning... (but my alarm clock was like about to ring in ONE minute... so... doesnt really matters). Felt so guilty for forgetting to return the card to her. Didnt even brush my teeth. Rushed to comm hall to pass her the card as she's late.

But I felt even more sad. I saw her, but its just not right. Understand that she is fed up with some stuff... But aint I there to help her? I didnt know whats going on... I was brushed aside... She didnt even take breakfast...

Back in my room, listening to mp3s and passing time till lecture. Sad... My player playing 断点, Waiting for you...

Broken
ZJ
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Waiting For You

Dear...

Nice song... I will be waiting for your call always...

Love
ZJ
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