寂寞

寂寞是什么？我认为寂寞是一个巨大无比的力量。而且，这力量若隐若现，时有时无，变换繁多，不可预料。不只，他诡计多端，常在一个人最脆弱的时候出现，下手，至上夺命的一掌。

但，寂寞也是一个良友。有些人在繁忙的生活里，就是想寻找一点空间。寂寞对他们来说是幸福，是解脱。

Facing 4 walls, sitting down, staring. Inevitably, the world seemed to be swirling, everything seems to be spinning towards something... The mind starts to wander. The power. It is here.

Searching for something to fill up this space. Anything goes. Keeping a rationale mind at the same time. Think what FQ said was so right. Searching for things to fill up this space, if not, everything will spiral inwards, everything will collapse. There will be no way out. You will only get deeper and deeper in. It is almost impossible to get out of it.

I need to occupy myself. There is so much things to do, but there is so little time. There is so much things to do, but there is so much inertia. There is so little time for me to occupy, yet the mind managed to take over some of these precious time. This would only end up in a vicious cycle. Mental. Live life to the fullest? Thats my motto... I have to fulfil it. Never to live with regrets. Thats my slogan. Just do it.

Enough of 寂寞。。。Recently, seen some friends who are spiralling downwards. Worry for them. Mental wise, they have to be strong. Maybe I am too/over sensitive, but I have seen some subtle actions that points towards a direction, but they are forcing themselves to go against it. Its painful, but there is nothing much I can do... Perhaps I can occupy their time? A couple are struggling with school work. I am too in fact... Its a really worrying sight. I understand the stress they are under. CAP pressure. They have to be strong to overcome the initial setback and pull themselves together. Study groups and friends always helps a lot. Really must thank GC for all his aid. Without him, I think I would be crying now... Hope to extend my helping hand to WH in similiar manner... We will pull through bro...

Cheers
ZJ
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