Losing It

I felt as though I am losing something. Things just aint the same as before. Felt weird.

Sat through a tiring 1 hour session today. I wasnt in the best of moods to be in such a session. To begin the whole session, I was given a cynical comment which prompted me to shut up. I made a few comments later on and was blatently and openly shoved away. I want to get out of this shit. I want to throw in the towel. I am beginning to under what Peijia was saying... I am tired of it. you guys can carry on, for the 2nd time in a few years... But before its official, I will still put in my best, but I will be just a follower and keep all my comments to myself. They arent cool enough for f**king cool Uni students...

Really wanted to destress... Found the new location of the pirated shop. It had moved! Across the street. diaoz... Whats the diff. Got myself a destress game, BUT... I couldnt install it. Pissed off. Really greatful to JH for pei-ing me in the afternoon..

Back to work in hall. Did 1141 papers yesterday. It was so hard! Gosh... How am I to survive??? Thought that 1431 would be easier, but I was WRONG! It was equally tough and took me a long while to do it.. with mistakes... Think I need to destress again...

Yesterday nite did some destressing with DOTA. First time a few noobs play together. It was quite funny. All of us were like doing stupid things. GC seems exceptionally bad mood... Hope he can get over it. Priority... Yeah...

I need to occupy myself. I need to... Argh... What Gen said was right, its an endless spiral downwards if we are to allow ourselves to indulge in mindless and meaningless thinking. Come on... Lets all pick ourselves up...

Cheers
ZJ
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