Confused

I went for Science Club night cycling yesterday. Well, it was quite fun. It has been some time I get to do some outdoor stuff and also an outing with my OG. Certainly brought to my attention that there are actually much more 24hr eatery shops around. I was quite drawn to this one at lavender. The music blasting there were actually some Theresa Teng and era music! Damn cool. Well, opposite the food centre were many budget hotels though... Hmm, wonders why....

Been thinking quite a lot for the past few days. Sometimes, things just goes in a loop and I didnt know where exactly I am in the trend of thought. I also tends to get more sensitive I guess... I think I am reading too much into other's actions and words. This is so distracting in work... so tiring in life... I feel like hiding in a small corner. I need some time for myself.. to relax... just to rest.

Nite cycling... I felt weird again. I had the "if only she's here" thought again. WHY? Maybe sam is right. I am not the snap kind. I am more inclined towards the emo kind. But, time had stretched the emo till I am trying to become the heck kind. Indulging in other distractions to overcome the thoughts. Am I...? I hate this feeling...

Too many things are happening at the same time... Trying to cope...

Cheers
ZJ
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